(Minghui.org) Jia is 92 years old and lives in my residential area. She was alone after her husband died because her two sons moved to the United States. For more than 10 years we studied the Fa and clarified the truth to people together. We also exchanged cultivation experiences. We get along well, and I do my best to help her.
When my house was renovated in September 2021 she kindly invited me to temporarily stay at her home and I happily agreed. I also wanted to make good use of this time to study the Fa and do the exercises with her.
Jia’s physical condition has declined over the years. She tired easily. Her body became bent and she needed to use a walker. She was no longer able to go out to clarify the truth. Because of her condition, we held group Fa study at her house. I thought if I stayed with her she would have more time to study the Fa and do the exercises. I would do the household shores. I ordered rice and vegetables and had them delivered to her place.
However, the next day, she told me, “My son called, and said you are not allowed to stay here, and you are not allowed to leave your things in my house.” I was shocked. I said, “Please give me time to find a place to live.” She agreed.
Although I did not say much that day, this new situation was difficult to accept. I thought I was doing her a favor by moving in. I was not sure if I would help her in the future. I was a little uneasy when I studied the Fa that evening.
Master said,
“That’s why I tell you that whenever any problems occur or whenever you feel uneasy inside, you should look inside yourself for causes. I can guarantee that the problem lies within you.” (Teachings at the Conference in Singapore)
I thought about it carefully and found that I had many attachments including jealousy, resentment, self-interest, and a desire to be rewarded. I felt I cultivated better than others. I overestimated myself and had a self-validation mentality. When I identified these attachments, I decided to eliminate them. I felt calm and peaceful afterwards.
My son-in-law helped me find a place to stay. Although it was far away, I continued going to Jia’s house for Fa study and I did not resent her. Our larger group study was stopped because it was targeted by the police.
I continued to study the Fa with Jia. Since we are neighbors I continue helping her. I was not afraid of the police. I went to her place and read the Fa with her until our Fa study group was able to resume.
Looking back, I feel she provided me an opportunity to improve in my cultivation. I should thank her.
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