(Minghui.org) My mother, older sister and I practice Falun Dafa. My younger sister also tries to live according to Falun Dafa’s principles. Through genuine cultivation, I resolved family conflicts and eliminated many of my human attachments. Our family is now harmonious. I’ve had some amazing miraculous experiences, and I’d like to share two examples after I cultivated and improved my xinxing that occurred last year.
My daughter had to fill out a political background check form as part of her graduate school application, which included a section about her parents’ criminal history. Because I’d been persecuted, my daughter was anxious. She didn’t want to lie, so she asked me what she should do. Since some things can’t be explained openly over the phone (due to the strict security in China), I asked her, “Do you think your mother committed a crime? What we are doing is the most sacred thing.” She immediately understood and said, “Mom, I know how to fill out the form now.” She decided to follow Master’s teachings, and reject the old forces’ arrangements. If she couldn’t be admitted to the school because her mother practiced Falun Dafa, she would accept it calmly. So, she wrote “None” for the criminal history.
As a result, her perspective changed, and the anxiety that troubled her for days instantly vanished, replaced by a feeling of joy.
The political background check form also required a stamp from the village Chinese Communist Party (CCP) secretary. Because my daughter’s father (my husband) and grandfather were very happy and proud that she had been accepted into graduate school, they were worried that the village Party secretary wouldn’t stamp the form because I was persecuted. My husband asked an acquaintance who worked in the township government, and the person confirmed that the stamp would not be given. My husband was afraid it would ruin our daughter’s future, and after he had a few drinks, he came home very angry and blamed me.
The atmosphere felt oppressive and depressing, and I was afraid. I asked myself, What am I afraid of? Am I afraid of my husband’s blame? No. Am I afraid that my child won’t be able to attend graduate school and won’t have a good future? No. Then what am I afraid of? I discussed it with my sister who is a practitioner, and I came to a clear understanding of my fear: Everyone in our area knows that I practice Falun Dafa; if my child cannot attend graduate school because I practice, I was afraid that my neighbors and relatives would blame me. Isn’t this a desire for reputation? After I realized this and let go of these human attachments, the fear disappeared, and my pounding heart calmed down. At this moment, my heart was connected to the Fa, and I relaxed. My husband also was no longer so angry.
The next day, the village head didn’t ask any questions and simply stamped the document. My husband also regained his former smile. Everything was being orchestrated by Master, and I, as a practitioner, was simply cultivating away my human attachments, allowing everyone to witness the miraculous power of Falun Dafa.
On November 20, I fell into a coma due to carbon monoxide poisoning. But I was aware of what was happening. I was struggling to get rid of the substance that was causing my headache. I was so weak I couldn’t wake up; it felt like I was dreaming; and I forgot to ask Master for help. My family drove me to a hospital. On the way there, I could hear my elder sister constantly telling me to recite, “Falun Dafa is good, Truthfulness-Compassion-Forbearance is good,” and I could hear my husband calling my name. My older sister kept reciting, “Falun Dafa is good, Truthfulness-Compassion-Forbearance is good,” in my ear. I forced myself to wake up.
I thought to myself, I am a Falun Dafa practitioner, and Master is taking care of me. With that, my consciousness became clearer and clearer, and I tried hard to open my eyes. Just before we reached the hospital, I regained consciousness. I told my husband, “No need to go to the hospital, let’s go home.” My husband also understood the truth and knew the miraculous power of Falun Dafa, so we went home.
After I got home, I meditated for an hour and sent forth righteous thoughts with my sister for another hour. I negated all the old forces’ arrangements and I said: even if I have shortcomings, I will rectify myself within the Fa and I negate all persecution. I recovered completely.
Afterward, I looked inward to see where I had gone wrong. I realized it was my attachment to using my phone and watching short videos. So I deleted the short video app from my phone. I was determined to eliminate this attachment. This was a profound lesson. I will never again fail to live up to Master’s immense grace, and I will diligently do the three things well.
Many trials and tribulations occurred during my cultivation, and I wanted to share two of my experiences with you. I only want to say: Thank you, Master, for your compassionate salvation. I bow down to you here.
If there is anything that is not in line with the Fa, please kindly point it out.