(Minghui.org) My family life disintegrated in the 1990s when I divorced my husband. He drank, gambled, and womanized and I rarely saw him. I felt helpless. One day when I was lying in bed staring at the ceiling, I saw the words “Return to one’s true self.” This was the first amazing experience that eventually led me to Dafa.
Attempting Suicide
After my divorce, my sister and I went to Yanji City, which was a long way from home. I missed my children and parents and I wept every day. I was depressed and thought of ending my life. I got dressed, went out and walked to the railway tracks one day.
Just as a train was coming toward me, I heard a clear voice saying, “You cannot die. You have a mission.” I quickly jumped aside and the train roared past me. It was a close call. I didn’t know what kind of mission I had but I was in tears because my life felt so useless.
I Begin Practicing
I rented a stall in a market and sold household items. One day, I saw an older female vendor at another stall holding a book, and I noticed a pretty flower on the cover. I saw the same thing the next day.
On the third day, I closed my stall and went over to help this woman sell her yarn. She thanked me and offered to sell me yarn at cost price. I shook my head and asked her where she bought her book. She told me to first wash my hands if I wanted to read it. After I did, she gave me a copy of Zhuan Falun, Falun Dafa’s main book.
I returned to my stall and opened the book. At the front of the book, I saw a person who somehow looked familiar smiling at me. The market was about to close so I asked the woman if I could borrow the book, and she agreed.
I started reading Zhuan Falun after dinner. I cried and laughed as I read. I thought that if I’d only read it sooner, I would not have gotten divorced. I couldn’t put the book down and I read it all night. It is such a wonderful book and I wished I’d found it sooner.
I didn’t go to my stall the next day so my older sister came to check on me. When she saw that my eyes were swollen, she asked if I’d been bullied. I told her, “No, I just cried while reading this book. It’s a really good book.”
My sister looked at the book for a while and then she started reading it. Soon after she started practicing Falun Dafa.
Bad Things Are Eliminated From My Body
Master cleansed my body a few days after I started reading Zhuan Falun. The pain from my trigeminal neuralgia and liver cirrhosis stopped, and a fist-sized lump in my stomach disappeared.
When I organized my stall one day, it suddenly felt like the top of my head was pierced by a long needle. I then felt cool and very comfortable—a feeling I never experienced before. I’ve been very healthy since then and my body feels light.
An Unprecedented Opportunity
The woman who gave me Zhuan Falun said she had received a copy of Master’s portrait and asked if I would like to see it. So I went to her house.
As we went upstairs, I felt a chill run down my spine and could feel goose bumps on my skin. I asked her why I felt chilly, and she told me it was a good thing.
When I entered the room, I saw Master’s portrait on the wall. I tried to kneel down but couldn’t—I felt as if a large hand was holding me up. I seemed to hear a voice saying, “You’ve finally come. Your mission is to assist Master in rectifying the Fa and help him save sentient beings.”
In my nearly 30 years of cultivation, Master has compassionately taken care of me. He has given me so much that I cannot express my gratitude in words. Only by practicing diligently and helping Master save more people can I live up to his expectations.
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